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A Plea to the Moon by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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A Plea to the Moon

Speak to me Moon Because I'm drowning on the inside I'm sure my tears could fill the ocean high And the tide would always be I am like the Lone Wolf That wanders your silver beams under HOWLing in mournful longing YEARNing to be a part of

The Hollow Doll and the Whistling Wind by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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The Hollow Doll and the Whistling Wind

DEAD eyes . . . a Cr aCk eD smile . . . barely a Child and already BR oK e n on the inside a Pretty doll . . . a Pretty shell . . . Up all Dressed in paper clothes up Held by paper skin and I'll let you in on a Secret . . . there's NOTHING left of her on the inside SHE is Gone . . like the Wind . . . Missing . . . can you Hear the empty a . i . . . r . . Whistling through HER?

What if I were to Suddenly Disappear, You See? by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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What if I were to Suddenly Disappear, You See?

What if I were to suddenly . . . disappear . . . you see? Would I be nothing more than a Dream? Or would you still Remember me? Would everyting remain as it seems? What if I were nothing more than a memory? In your mind, would my soul still l i n g e r there? Would I become a Nameless, Faceless entity? With Everything to hide . . . but Nothing to bare? And in e v e r y o n e of your tears Would e v e r y d r o p of me persist throughout the years? A grounding thought to hold you down? Or a waking nightmare to EXCITE your Fears? Would my body lie Restless in the ground? What if I were to EXIST in every breath of a . i . . r . .

Crucifixion by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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Crucifixion

She was lunacy Divine I was sinful Swine My Destruction was nigh Because I WOULDN'T comply With her Holy-Roller ways She was so UNkind With her HATEful eyes And her ominous smile Like acidic bile Oh! I was so afraid . . . To dream? I didn't dare Of escaping free . . as . . . air . . . . E v e r y w o r d a spiteful snare Designed to BITE into my flesh and t e a r Evidence of MURDERous rage I was sweet. . . and young . . . and rare She PIERCEd me with her jealous stare I offered up to God a prayer But He didn't answer . . . He wasn't there Abandoned, I became her slave

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A Plea to the Moon by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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A Plea to the Moon

The Hollow Doll and the Whistling Wind by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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The Hollow Doll and the Whistling Wind

What if I were to Suddenly Disappear, You See? by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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What if I were to Suddenly Disappear, You See?

Crucifixion by BOTDF-lovurr19, literature

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Crucifixion

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The Witch Hunter by WordOfChen, literature

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The Witch Hunter

The Witch Hunter: The morning is cold with a solemn chill As the black wagon rolls into town. The people are silent, like a funeral wake; Their eyes never leave the ground... The choked rasp of hindered breathing Can be heard as he emerges from within. The priest bearing the book of executions; It is bound with the blackest strings... Let evil be destroyed on this lovely day The priest growls with a twisted grin. He signals to his companion, who steps out lightly This man shall purge this town of sin! The priest then opens the book and waits; His companion simply gazes into the crowd. He looks as though he is listening; And ap

Russian Roulette by MummyWriter, literature

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Russian Roulette

One silver bullet, Imported, Made of the finest, It will end tonight. I read an article, How to win Russian Roulette, No fear. There will be One round One of us Will cry. I pull the trigger With index finger Icy cold So wicked. A sharp click And I look At you No blood. You are next Obeying the rules Pull the trigger Nothing. Two more attempts, No tears, Waning candlelight, No time. I catch you as You fall I am the victor As the tears begin to fall.

Coffee Stains by bonfirelights, literature

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Coffee Stains

Dress shoes click on the streets laid slick with cinnamon and wasted air It's sugar on your lipstick, darling; a dangerous affair. You chose coffee Like you chose romance Just for the idea of romance; cream and smoked wood swirling around in your cup, And steam curling up into the atmosphere like the locks in his hair. Crushed, bitter, Tantalisingly dark and hauntingly aromatic You craved it You mocked the raven that eyed you from its branch out in the blustering courtyard and You didn't even like the taste. The silver curve of the teaspoon showed your warped reflection like a deathly omen It showed the line of your neck and each glitterin

Starting Over, Growing Up by MummyWriter, literature

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Starting Over, Growing Up

I was sick of the pink, It was on every wall, And every accent color Was more pink. I wanted white A clean slate The color of a new life A new beginning I asked you to help We wore old jeans Ripped band shirts Nothing we minded ruining. Me, being cautious, I let you go on the ladder And rip down the lights A pink chandelier We stripped the walls And brushed over them Using a massive paint roller We turned the walls white. I threw out the pink bedspread, Tore up the pink carpet, Ripped down the pink blinds And pink valences. Three weeks later We sat back to back In my new room All white. This was a beginning The st

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Artist // Student // Literature

June 28
United States
Deviant for 11 years
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Hi! I won't give out real name, but everybody can just call me M. ;) I'm not paranoid . . . just cautious. Teehee. <3 Anyway, I'm really into music. I listen to a little bit of everything, but what I mostly gravitate towards is pop-punk (Cute is what We Aim For), alternative (Hole), post-hardcore (Falling in Reverse), and hard rock (Breaking Bejamin). However, my absolute favorite band is the electro power-pop duo, Dahvie Vanity and Jayy Von, of Blood on the Dance Floor. Hence the username BOTDF-lovurr19. ;)
I'm also a bit of a geek when it comes to literature and poetry. I especially like the works of William Shakespeare and Edgar Allen Poe. I also have something of a fondness for Emily Dickinson's poetry. :3
Yeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaahhhh . . . I'm kind of nerd and probably a bit more eccentric than most, but . . . Honestly? I wouldn't have it any other way. =) Anyway, if anyone wants to talk to me then feel free to chat me up. I'm pretty friendly, and I promise that I don't bite . . . much. lol jk
This is M signing out!

Favourite Movies

Avatar, Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street, Spirited Away, Alice, Jennifer's Body, The Nightmare Before Christmas

Favourite TV Shows

Adventure Time, Face Off, Monster Man

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Blood on the Dance Floor, Emilie Autumn, Cute is what We Aim For, Hole, Lady Gaga, System of a Down, Adele, Hawthorne Heights, Breaking Benjamin

Favourite Books

Vampire Knight, Captive Hearts, Crimson Hero, K-On!, Princess Ai, My Girlfriend's a Geek

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy X-2, Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past, Soul Calibur 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2

Other Interests

Writing poetry, singing (i'm in the choir at my school), creating works of art (especially those involving mixed media like collages and stuff)

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BOTDF-lovurr19

Apr 26, 2012

Down in the Dumps . . .

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Sigh.  I'm kind of down in the dumps today.  I just got a letter from Community Memorial Health yesterday saying I need to pay them by May 11th or else.  It really sucks because I've sent them my insurance information several times which quite clearly states that I'm not responsible for any payments!  GGgggrrrrrrrrrr!!! How oblivious can they be?!  I'm going to have to call them after school to find out what the heck is up.  Stuff like this tends to make me worried sick.  Hopefully, by talking to them, everthing will be straightened out.  Wish me luck, everyone.  This is M signing out. :(

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BOTDF-lovurr19

Apr 25, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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Meh.  Today's kind of lazy day, but I'm going to get some work accomplished nonetheless.  Sigh . . . If only I wasn't such a procrastinator.  That's something I really am trying to work on though.  Baby steps, right?  I have such a bad habit of thinking of all the things that I have to do that I become so overwhelmed and thus feel incapable of doing even the simplest of things.  Sigh . . . (2nd one already!)  Such is the curse of perfectionism.  Well, I've just got to take things on one at a time I guess.  I'm sure I'll be alright if I can just learn to let things go and not be such a control freak.  Sigh . . . (#3!)   Anyways, this is M sig